[外國歌詞] Blue October - Hate Μe

Blue October - Hate Μe　這首歌，是痛苦的掙扎……
(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

(Chorus 1)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.


(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

(Verse 3)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was alive
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
For you.
For you.
For you.

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我必須斷絕   對你的所有思念   才不會失去理智
那些思念像   蟑螂般爬來爬去   在我床上生一堆小孩

扔掉一捲捲的錄影帶   來提醒我很孤單
在腦中重複播放的   電影畫面   就像家中的A片

我的自尊炙烤著我   緊張   在腦海中淌著血
我只求你給我一絲的平靜   妳該不會不會再打電話給我了吧?

妳也不會   當著我的面  再說你愛我了媽?
我想妳也   不可能再跟我聯絡了吧?

是我自己說   需要自由的阿...



今天請恨我   明天也請恨我
請為我沒有為你做的是恨我吧!

用各種事情恨我吧!是的用那些很難忍受的方式恨我
恨我讓你終於能知道什麼才是對你最好的

我終於能清醒整整三個月   這是妳幫我達到成果
那些撕裂我們的事情   我抵死也不想在碰觸

用病態的方式我想感謝妳   讓我的腦袋三更半夜還清醒著
而你在我身上引起戰火時   扔然想阻止戰端

妳從不質疑過我扭曲的想法   例如我的自毀性恨意
妳讓我過度自我感覺良好   當事情難以承受

於是開的我的車   離妳他媽很遠   來假裝不知道妳在想什麼
不計任何代價   就是你別再管我



今天請恨我   明天也請恨我
請為我沒有為你做的是恨我吧!用各種事情恨我吧!

是的用那些很難忍受的方式恨我
恨我讓你終於能知道什麼才是對你最好的

隨著一顆傷心的心   我對你揮手道別
為了我犯的每個錯誤   踹著街上的影子(Shadox)

我像個幼稚小鬼   根本沒資格當男人啊!
直到我看著你湛藍的眼淚   把你的臉捧在手心

接著摔倒大叫我不要再痛了好不好

我好想再看到   那個笑容像以前一樣燦爛
但我只看到她輕聲說『你怎能這樣對我?』

今天請恨我   明天也請恨我
請為我沒有為你做的是恨我吧!

用各種事情恨我吧!

是的用那些很難忍受的方式恨我
恨我讓你終於能知道什麼才是對你最好的

對你   對你   為你